If I had My life to live Over ( I thought I need to share this

I'd like to make more mistakes next time.

I'd relax, I would limber up. I would be sillier than I had been this trip. I would take fewer things seriously. I would take more chances. I would climb more mountains and swim more rivers. I would eat more ice cream and less beans. I would perhaps have more actual troubles, but I'd have fewer imaginary ones.
You see, I'm one of those people who live sensibly and sanely hour after hour, day after day. Oh. I've had my moments, and if I had to do it over again, I'd have more of them. In fact, I'd try to have nothing else. Just moments one after another, instead of living so many years ahead of each day. I've been one of those persons who never goes anywhere without a thermometer, a hot water bottle, a raincoat, and a parachute. If I had to do it again, I would travel lighter than I have.
If I had my life to live over, I would start barefoot earlier in the spring and stay that way later in the fall.
I would go more dances. I would ride more merry go-rounds. I would pick more daisies.
Relax.

Nadine Stair
85 years old
Louisville, Kentucky

"रिस किन"?

रिस किन, अन्त्य हासो नै हो भने 

मनमुटाब किन, साथ सँगै बिताउनुछ भने ।। 

मन्दमुस्कानमा स्वर्निम संसार देख्छु म 

दुइ मुटुको मिलनमा स्वर्ग देख्छु म ।।

दुनियाँ स्वार्थी छ

दुनियाँ स्वार्थी छ थाहा थियो 

तर येती धेरै स्वार्थी थाहा थिएन 

बुझेकाले बुझाउन खोजे 

सुनेकाले सुनाउन खोजे 

न त मैले बुझे न त सुने 

पर्‍यो आफैलाई अनी बुझे 

अब म कहाँ खोजु निस्वार्थ संसार 

तिमी बिना को नै छ र मेरो आधार

It is better to learn before an accident......

Ouch, it happened within a second and crushed on myself, so stupid of me. This is what always happens in your life, you know the consequences of the activities you are doing, but you are not serious enough until it goes wrong. I knew that although I had a cover for this iphone I didn't liked it because it used to make my phone less attractive. Now I am just flattered how attractive it is after this crack.
After the accident I was thinking why didn't I carried with cover, but it happened now it's not going to come back in its initial stage. And this is how is the health of any person.
Everyday we think how can people smoke, take drugs, get addicted to alcohol although they know the consequences of being drug addicted,smoking or anything. But they still don't stop drinking, nor they stop taking drugs. This is so called confidence in life, we always think that this is not going to happen in my life until it happens for you. When you are sick you think there is no more reasons to quit your habits because you can't improve it. But this is wrong.
So, smart person is the one who learns and applies precautions before any accident, intelligent is that who applies precautions and learns after his/her first accident. But there are some persons who never try to learn nor try to protect themselves from happening bad. They think this is so called adventure, but it is not.. in my opinion. Taking risk for your own health and life is not adventure that is stupidity. This means you are not willing to listen the truth of life and neglect the truth or just denying it.
Please try to understand it is better to learn before an accident if not please learn from small accident before big one happens in life.

April 16..

April 16 is unforgetful day for each and every individual who proudly says he/she is a Hookie, who is Hookie fan, or who is related to man kind. It was the day on 2007 when Virginia Tech massacre took place. Altogether 32 individuals were killed, but along with them whole community's trust was crashed and were hurt. It was not a easy day for a whole world. Was just thinking yesterday night whose fault was that. 
April 16, 2007 I got a call from my parents, they were worried and eager to listen my voice to conform that I was doing well. Ya, I used to live in Blacksburg those days and work for Virginia Tech. This was one of the best example of profit of science and technology, since I was at my college 25 minutes apart from Virginia Tech I was not able to get any information about the massacare until I got call from Nepal by my parents and friends. 
Most of the people were criticizing about U.S culture and laws, there went a deep thinking about gun violence, gun laws and everything. At one corner and in little aspect some people were talking about U.S health system specially related to mental health issues. It's been 4 years after the massacare, but I still do think they were right there is a big gap in the U.S system for treating mental health issues. It is hard to find any sustainable program targeted by government for mental health illness. Most of the individual still think that mentally ill patients are not a real patient. But, they are real patient, they need to be cared in the same pace how we care for other critical ill patient.

नयन भित्र राख मलाई

मनको पिडा थाती राखी सुम्पिय तिमीलाई

दुनियाँको आँखा छली अप्नाय तिमीलाई

कता कता मद्येरात्मा झस्किन्छ यो मन

थाहा छैन किन तिम्रो नाउमा तड्पिन्छ यो मन ।।

दुनियाँ छ मेरो पछी म त तिम्रो पछी लागे

मारे पाप पाले पुन्ने मत अब तिम्रै भए

यति धेरै माया देउ संसार सारा भुल्न सकु

पिडा अनी ब्यथा बिना सपनिमा रम्न सकु

अन्धकारको परिबेसमा प्रकासको कड बनिदिनु

आकासको तारा होईन अनन्त सम्म हासो छरिदिनु

बिर्सिदिन्छु बिगतका पलहरु अङालोमा बाध मलाई

पोखिदिन्छु पिडा मनका नयन भित्र राख मलाई

आँशु

के हुन्छ १५ मिनेट धेरै सुते ?

धेरै पछी गहिरो सोचाइमा डुबे आज म तर आफ्नो बारेमा होईन अरुकसैको बारेमा सोचदै थिए। सुताइ अनी जीवन को आनन्द बीच गहिरो वार्तालाप हुदैथियो मेरो मस्तिस्कमा। गुलियो पनि धेरै भयो भने तितो हुन्छ । सुताइ तेति बेला सम्म राम्रो हुन्छ जतिबेला सम्म ज्यानले मागेको हुन्छ। तर धेरै भयो भने त्यो पनि राम्रो हुदैन, सबै कुराले। मन, मस्तिस्क अनी ज्यानलाई हानी हुन थल्छ। ज्यान्मा त हानी हुन्छ सबैलाई थाहा होला तर मन, अनी भाबनामा कसरी असर पार्छ आज थाहा पाउदैछु। आज मेरो दिमागले भन्दै थियो प्रेमी अनी प्रेमिका को बीच को झगडा को कारण बन्न सक्छ सुताइ। असल बुढा अनी बुढी बीच मा तगारो हुन सक्छ सुताइ, जिन्दगीको सबै भन्दा ठुलो गल्ति हुन सक्छ कुनै एक दिन को सुताइ