Friday, October 17, 2008

साली मन पर्यो


तिमी होइन सानु मलाई तिम्रो लाली मन पर्यो 
बोली होइन मलाई तिम्रो गाली मन पर्यो 
यही हो सानु फुल भन्दा फूलको डाली मन पर्यो
मलाई रोक्न खोज्ने तिम्रो ढोकाको जाली मन पर्यो

तिमी होइन सानु मलाई तिम्रो लाली मन पर्यो 
माया भन्दा घृणाले भरिएको तिम्रो ताली मन पर्यो 
तिमी होइन सानु रुकावोट गर्ने खेतको आली मन पर्यो
खोई किन किन सानु मलाई तिमी भन्दा साली मन पर्यो
aanshu

Thursday, October 16, 2008

सपनिमै भात्किए म


जिन्दगीको गोरेटोमा आज ठक्कर खाए मैले
नचाहदै नचाहदै अबिइरल रुपमा आशु बगए मैले
आशाको त्यान्द्रो समात्दै गर्दा भसिन पुगे म
बिपनिमा रम्न नपाउदै सपनिमै भात्किए म

स्वर्गसारी सपनका महलहरु क्षणभर्मै बिलिन भए
समयको धारले आज हर बिश्वास छी या छी या भए
समयलाई जित्ने अठौत मेरो तर हार्न बिबस भए म
बिपनिमा रम्ननपाउदै सपनिमा भात्किए म

थाहा छैन कस्का निमित चलेका छन यि फोक्शहररु
किन किन बाँच्न वाध्य पार्छन यि गिदिहरु 
हर इक्ष्या बली चाडआयि मरेर फगत जिउदो छु म
बिपनिमा रम्न नपौदै सपनिमै भात्किए म

Monday, October 6, 2008

बिजया दशमीको हार्दिक मंगलमाय शुभकामना

निरास अनुहार लगाउदै बसेको छ अर्जुन एउटा कुनामा किन भन्ने मैले अनुमान लगाउन सक्छु । म पनि तेही परिस्थिती मा छु । मलाई पनि घर को याद आउँदैछ । काठमाडौं बस्ने बाबा आमा सबै पहाड जानु भयो रे । पढ्न घर भन्दा बहिर बस्ने दिदी नि घर आएसकेकी छ रे । भाई खुशीले दग्ग छ । तर तेही चाड बाडमा घर को याद आउँदा पर्देसिएका हामीलाई नाएदिये पनि हुन्थियो लाग्छ । बाबा आमाको अशिर्बाद नलेको चार बर्ष भयो भन्दै छ अर्जुन। बहिनिको हात को टिका नलगाको त जुग जस्तो लाग्दैछ भन्छ अर्जुन । अर्जुन जस्तै सबै पीडित छौ । घर को याद मा बसेका छौ। तर पनि बाबा आमको आसिस पाएको महसुस गरेर बस्नु पर्नेछ हामीले। शायद चाडैनै हाम्रो पनि पालो आउछ दशै मनाउनलाई अनी धेउसी खेल्नलाई। कती रमाइलो हुन्छ होला है त्यो दिन । म त तेही दिन्को प्रतिक्षामा छु । 

दशै आउँला तिहार आउँला म आउने छैन 
घर सम्झी मेरी आमा बिन्ती म फिर्ने छैन 
बुढाभको बाजे सँग आसिस लिन पाउने छैन 
नरुनु है बजै तिमी मन मेरो रसाउने छैन 

धनको लोभमा पर्या होइन बाद्यता हो मेरो 
टिनको छानो हाल्ने सपना होइन र बाबा हाम्रो 
नसोच्नु है मेरी आमा छोरो टाढा भयो भनी 
नसोच्नु है मेरा बाबा छोरो बद्लियोकी भनी 

दशै आउँला तिहार आउँला म आउने छैन 
घर सम्झी मेरी आमा बिन्ती म फिर्ने छैन

मन नरसाउने होइन बाबा हरेक छेडमा मुटु फुट्छ 
आँफैलाई भुलेरनै रुने छैन भन्नु पर्छ 
बिन्ती चेली मेरा लागि टाडैबाट अोखर फोड्नु 
अर्को बर्ष शायद दाई आउछ भनी पर्खि बस्नु 

दशै आउँला तिहार आउँला म आउने छैन 
घर सम्झी मेरी आमा बिन्ती म फिर्ने छैन

आसुँ

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Its a great day for me

Thank you all who have helped Samikshya for her treatment. I called her father today. According to him she is doing well. Her chemotherapy process has been finished. She need to get her oral chemo so this mean she can be back to home. I am so happy to help her and her family. It's a great day for me. And I pray to god hope she will be ok after being back to home. And hope she will get rid of this oral chemo after a year. Please pray for her and for her long life. Thanks again for all who have helped her and who have prayed for her. Love you Samikshya good luck for your school and everything everyone is with you.

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Are we all happy

It was 6'oclock I need to be at someone house for the dinner. I was hurrying. I tried my best to be there at time but I was kind of late.
At last I was in a Destination. I feel like I was in a paradise, what a lovely place? what a friendly people and mainly what a delicious food haha funny na.
we were only 6 people, it was not a great party. Yesterday was my one of the great day in my life. I was able to know some aspects of life. I realized that most of the people in this world are not happy but they try to show that they are happy.
It's been a more than a decades they are married but god didn't saw them they are unable to have a baby, they are waiting for it even though they know that they will not be able to have it. Oh my god please give some of my happiness to them.
I used to think that I am not the happy and lucky person but after the very day I realized that every person has a problem and every one struggle for it. So we should not give up anything to do and to start although someone is with you or not. Somebody loves you or not. You are not only that person who has trouble in life. so feel it solve it and try to live you can see the future you will be in the destination.

Help you...


alash! i were infront of you
with a caring hands and loving eyes
to hear your innocent smile
trying to say something from your beautiful lips
but....................
i am always far from you
waiting for you all the nights and days
hoping a meeting of you and me
wish you could understand me
wish i could help you
alsh! i was with you
aanshu